The Buddha's Last Instruction
A year-long contemplative journey with Mary Oliver.
Introducing Dream Work: A Year-Long Journey with Mary Oliver.
Hello Dear Friends,
In the spirit of immersing myself deeper in the practice and studying of nature poetry, I am embarking on a year-long contemplative writing journey with Mary Oliver. Each day, I will read a single Mary Oliver poem and then write a poem in response to it.
I am feeling called to share this practice with the Poetry Outdoors community, as a weekly poem and prompt offering. Every Sunday, I will share a Mary Oliver poem, one of mine I have written in response, along with a poetry prompt for you to write your own version in conversation with Mary.
Each week, we will gather in the comments section and share our Mary Oliver inspired poetry with each other.
This Week’s Poem: The Buddha’s Last Instruction
“Make of yourself a light,”
said the Buddha,
before he died.
I think of this every morning
as the east begins
to tear off its many clouds
of darkness, to send up the first
signal -- a white fan
streaked with pink and violet,
even green.
An old man, he lay down
between two sala trees,
and he might have said anything,
knowing it was his final hour.
The light burns upward,
it thickens and settles over the fields.
Around him, the villagers gathered
and stretched forward to listen.
Even before the sun itself
hangs, disattached, in the blue air,
I am touched everywhere
by its ocean of yellow waves.
No doubt he thought of everything
that had happened in his difficult life.
And then I feel the sun itself
as it blazes over the hills,
like a million flowers on fire --
clearly I'm not needed,
yet I feel myself turning
into something of inexplicable value.
Slowly, beneath the branches,
he raised his head.
He looked into the faces of that frightened crowd.
From House of Light by Maria OliverResponse Poem
"Make of yourself a light,"
said the Buddha before he died
and I imagine every person who
bear witness to those words as they
were spoken, tilting their heads toward
the sun like flowers waking up for the first time.
Their bodies flooded with bright sensation,
an inexplicable delight, as a newfound awareness
touched them, a soft petal against the cheek.
They understood the instruction, a miraculous
gift to be given to others and to the world. How
a being, awake to itself, can gaze lovingly upon
another and wait for the light to bloom out of darkness.
Ash Kilback, after Mary OliverThis Week’s Prompt: Make of Yourself a Light
Write a response poem inspired by the first line of Mary’s poem, “Make of yourself a light,” said the Buddha before he died. — imagine who or what bear witness to these words and what became known as the wisdom of Buddha’s last words were spoken. Consider writing about what it means, or feels like, to make of yourself a light.
Come back to the comments on this post next Sunday, January 11th and share your poem.

A Final Invitation & Special Offering
Our first Meadow, a monthly Zen poetry circle that weaves together seasonal wisdom, zen teachings, and nature poetry is coming up next Sunday, Jan 11 from 10AM - 11:30AM PST. It’s free for paid subscribers or tickets can be purchased for via Eventbrite for $25CAD.
I am sharing a special offering for paid subscribers for the next week, you can purchase a monthly or yearly subscription for 25% off. As a paid subscriber, you’ll have access to:
(12) Meadow poetry circles each month with access to recordings
Opportunities for publishing your work on Poetry Outdoors
Member-only conversation threads
And more as Poetry Outdoors evolves


“Make yourself a light,” said the buddha before he died.
I feel the pores on my skin open and grow into black circles through my body.
All trapped matter is released through them like white vapor before they shrink and close back leaving nothing but soft bones and a fleshy heart inside.
A heart that becomes my new body.
I feel this heart as a candle.
The yellow and orange flames tickle my insides, the blue flames break the barrier and are perceptible from the outside.
The warmest, palest colour.
I’d like to tickle the world.
The only thing
Needed to become a light
Is to be still
Quiet the noise In
In your mind
Let go of your
Endless thoughts
And thereby let
The light within you
Find its way out
Thomas Merton wrote,
There is a light shining
Within everyone
Like a thousand suns
Belonging entirely
To the Divine;
Seek it and you will
Become that light.